Thinking~~

Thinking~~I understand that we cannot control the thinking of others..and sometimes, our own own thinking also.but, we can make a difference by changing our thinking~~thinking either can be positive or negative..positive thinking will bring good mood to yourself and just by thinking about it, you can smile alone..whereas negative thinking(which i hate the most), can bring you down to the deepest piece of earth.*lately, i have been thinking alot about the things in my life.yet, i cannot figure out anything but, just add more questions marks to myself**yet, i still will continue with my thinking..

These few years, i have been changing my thinking whereas..i try not to think so childish and think maturely..also, i try to free myself from those negative thinking..but hor, the negative thinking still will bugs me sometimes..yeah, maybe is not sometimes but, most of the times..now, my thinking is growing~~yet, the negative thingy still 'approach' my mind..i wonder how can i stop these thingy from approaching my mind**i wish i have some ideas..but, reality is too cruel..thinking cannot be stop and it will pop out of nowhere and bugging you especially those negative thingy..how i wish i can stop thinking about this for awhile..at least stop for a second~~

There are times, where you can see i am happy and OK but..deep inside me 'i am thinking' and my heart is crying or aching!!please stop myself from thinking about all this things..i just need a break~~nothing much, is just a BREAK to all this thinking..because it make me moody and down~~i do not like the feeling of moody because, i believe that, if i waste one second to be unhappy, it mean that i waste one second to be happy(*_*). These is one of the quotes that i have kept in my mind~~(Listening to Leona Lewis-Bleeding Love)~~

P/S:It is up to us how to think either positive or negative and it can change our day#