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Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Heart by Heart♥♥


Due to the request from my bestie, Miss Cheah..thus, i decided to start write my LOVE perceptions again~~wuhoo~~hope my blog followers would not run away and bored by me..

Yesterday, evening~~when i standing at the shop-lots and waiting for my sis to come and fetch me**the sky is raining..and i looked at the roads where there is few 'kelompok' of water..when the rains drop from the sky to the floor..it brings my mind back to last time memories..and at the same time, i was listening to some Chinese love songs and it touch my ~heart~..my mind flew back to the past..and there are questions popped into my mind..

The 'popping' questions are: how does the destiny thingy happens? why some couples can be so loving? and will eternity love happens?~~the questions list going on and on~~..i thinks that..the drizzling rains can make people lost for awhile and also the..music..helps people to lost for awhile..actually, i like the lost feelings sometimes because it can bring us back to the past and think..and also, imagine**with these three thingy, it sometimes, can make us smile on our own..due to the sweetness of it..

Yesterday night~~one of my friend sms me and say that her friend saw her ex..and he is looking good..and my response is~~sure he looks good because he is not the one that get hurt..however, i agree with her that..she is happy because he is looking good which being happy is the most important thing in our LIFE**I just hope that she very soon can find her 'the one' and live happily every after with him which i think this is very important~~i'm wandering again..why some couples can be so loving and why some couples suffer so much when they are together..i guessed that, it takes two to tango and the joy or the happiness of every couple comes from the spiciness in the relationship..Oh ya, there is one quote that i would like to share which is 'Do not just look at what you do not have, but, must look at what you own and have'*cheers to that**

P/S: The more in LOVE we are, the more time we spend with that special person♥♥



Monday, March 29, 2010

Smoky Sunday**

This morning..i woke up at 8.30am..and then, i went to shower and prepared myself to go out.The first stop for the day is the makan place which is located at Greenhill, Ipoh..my family and myself like to eat at there because of the famous-ness of the MEE GOPENG~~wuhoo~~i love it..slurppp...

After our makan-makan time, we start our journey to 'Perak Cave'..the purpose to this place is: to visit my grandma that have passed away..when i just arrived there, the place was very smokey due to the joy sticks and candles that burned by others..my sister and mama did not go up to visit my 'grandma' because they could not stand the smokes..so, i went to visit with my dad..after awhile, we finally finished visiting..and we went down and go inside the temple to pray~~and also, to snap pictures..oh, i totally in the mood to take pictures**kachiaakk~~(the camera snapping pictures sound).

At this place, we still can find dao the 'ah pek' selling ice-cream buns and cones..i just missed it because last time, when i was young, i often wait for the 'ah pek' to come to my house area**(the old missed feelings)**Thus, i go to buy two ice-cream buns for my parents but..there are a bunch of annoying uncles..they just so free and have nothing to do except mengusik-usik the girls..when they say me buy ice-cream buns, they also want to buy and asked me to treat them..please~~i would not care them..after the buying session, i went to taking pictures session and..here comes the 'uncles'..calling me like the monkeys in the Zoo or maybe even worse than the monkeys..says, want to take pictures together with me and asked for my contact number..oh, gosh!!wish they can look at the mirrors..spoiled my moods~~but, luckily that..the nice scenery cheer me up '^'~~yeah!!it is the end of my smokey Sunday~~


~The reflection~





~The sleeping black n white doggie~

~Me posing~



~Fried 'fu peh'~
~Yeong tau hu~


~Mee Gopeng~
~Additional pic: The cheesecake that i baked last sunday~


P/S: He like to eat cheesecake so much..hehe..there is a time, where i baked blueberry cheesecake for him but, he not even have the chance to taste it because it melts~~sob sob**

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Surprise**Deng Deng~~

This afternoon..after i back from lunch..i hear from my colleague says that, someone sent flowers to my another colleague..is really a surprise for my colleague because she never think of want to receive a bunch of roses with Forrero Rochers..although she did not say much about that, but, i guessed that..in her heart she sure feel very happy and excited because she never receive any flowers from her husband before..and not even Valentine's Day~~And, today is her BIG DAY(birthday) and she now is having some cold war with her husband~~Oh!!it is so sweeettt..I really felt happy for her..i like to see people with sweet gestures and from their eyes..you can see that they are happy..the joy in their eyes~thumbs up for this!!and also, thumbs up for her husband because brings this surprise to her**(I am aiming for her Forrero Rochers)winks winks**

Friday, March 19, 2010

Hard to say**


In everyone's life..sure there are some times where something become hard to say..it happens where..we feel it but is hard to express out by saying..and the feelings where we keep it and did not express out is very hurtful understand by others. This is what i felt now~~i cannot express out the feelings but it is inside me..i know something is wrong but, i dun not know where nor i do not know how to say it out..it is inside me and i really felt very bad about it..i..sometimes really speechless..

I do not know how to express my feelings now..because there are mixed feelings inside me which is including stressed, frustrated and most importantly is..i felt so sad~~i really do not know why things happen till this level. I just hope this things can be settle soon**there are so many question marks inside of me now..i wish i have answers for it..please free me from this..~~sad~~

P/S: Can anyone tell me what to do except cry for it?i want my rainbow and sunshine..also, i MISS you*

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Thinking~~


Thinking~~I understand that we cannot control the thinking of others..and sometimes, our own own thinking also.but, we can make a difference by changing our thinking~~thinking either can be positive or negative..positive thinking will bring good mood to yourself and just by thinking about it, you can smile alone..whereas negative thinking(which i hate the most), can bring you down to the deepest piece of earth.*lately, i have been thinking alot about the things in my life.yet, i cannot figure out anything but, just add more questions marks to myself**yet, i still will continue with my thinking..

These few years, i have been changing my thinking whereas..i try not to think so childish and think maturely..also, i try to free myself from those negative thinking..but hor, the negative thinking still will bugs me sometimes..yeah, maybe is not sometimes but, most of the times..now, my thinking is growing~~yet, the negative thingy still 'approach' my mind..i wonder how can i stop these thingy from approaching my mind**i wish i have some ideas..but, reality is too cruel..thinking cannot be stop and it will pop out of nowhere and bugging you especially those negative thingy..how i wish i can stop thinking about this for awhile..at least stop for a second~~

There are times, where you can see i am happy and OK but..deep inside me 'i am thinking' and my heart is crying or aching!!please stop myself from thinking about all this things..i just need a break~~nothing much, is just a BREAK to all this thinking..because it make me moody and down~~i do not like the feeling of moody because, i believe that, if i waste one second to be unhappy, it mean that i waste one second to be happy(*_*). These is one of the quotes that i have kept in my mind~~(Listening to Leona Lewis-Bleeding Love)~~


P/S:It is up to us how to think either positive or negative and it can change our day#











Monday, March 15, 2010

Destiny & Fate**

Destiny and Fate..is what i believed in..especially when come to LOVE matters..i believe that with destiny and fate, it can brings two individuals together..in other words, it can help two individuals to click with each other~~this is what i like to see..but, sometimes, fate and destiny can also tear two individuals apart..thus, destiny and fate can bring hopes and disappointment to people~~

Why i so believe in fate and destiny?is because of fate and destiny i meet with my family, loved one and also friends.thus, i totally believe in it..for example, due to the reason that i study at Sabah, i meet with my loved one which i am from Perak~~if not because of fate and destiny, i would not meet and be with him until now..if not because of fate and destiny, then everytime when we quarreled we will not back together..thus, destiny and fate play an important part in 'us' which i very appreciate fate because: give me the chance to meet with him and be with him until now..also, i felt very glad because fate have bring us together although we are from different place..now, i understand that..distance is not a matter to us because..i believed in fate and destiny that..we are destined to be together..thank you for everything that happens!!**

But, there are times where i do not believe in fate and destiny because..i felt that fate and destiny is playing us..it happens when..everytime when i want to believe in something then there are things that will tear us apart and bring me down..therefore, i everytime also felt the fate and destiny is playing me~~but now, i just want to believe in my fate and destiny..and tell myself that, 'We are destined to be TOGETHER' ..i will try my very best to hold on to this trust and be positive about everything that happens**i believe in, 'everything that happens, there is a reason lye behind it**please bear this in our mind~~


~The love(left handside), he draw for me when he packing my things into the box before it was courier to my home~for me, love is in pair, thus, i draw another love(right handside) beside it~
~The 'tilik' that i get when i went to sembahyang, good luck come, come~
~The teddys he gave to me last time, love it**~

Friday, March 12, 2010

Untitled 2~

As my previous post wrote..words can changed someone's feelings~~and today..my feelings is been changed by words..but luckily, my feelings is changed to a better condition which i have to thank God..because does not worsen my condition nor feelings..my feelings today seems is in the recover process due to the words..and i plan to forgot those words that hurt my feelings before..i guessed that..feelings is a complicated thingy..it can make you moody or happy..

But it all depends on you whether want to be happy or sad~~this is your life and you have the right to choose..most of the times, i choose to be happy and leave the sad things behind..i will leave it behind me always and will tell myself to move forward and say 'sayonara' to the unhappy things**plus, i will tell the unhappy things that, 'you cannot bring me down'..and thanks for that because it make me grown up and think wiser~~cheers to that~~**

Thursday, March 11, 2010

~Untitled~

Life~~sometimes really very speechless..sometimes you is full with hope and confidence but sometimes~~you are so down and so hopeless..thus, life is just full with unexpected things..

I do not know how to describe my feelings now**but, i will try my best to hang on to this so that, i would not so moody all the times..and i do not want to waste my life to be unhappy..because if i waste one second unhappy that mean i waste one second to be happy.thus, i should keep this in my mind..maybe..sometimes is really thinks too much(the truth is i also hope that is me that think too much)..but, i cannot stop myself from thinking about this..to others maybe is just a word but for me..it weighs alot and no as simple as a word..how i wish that i never hear this words before but, it is too late to think like this now..because the truth is it already happens and the words is already stored in mind and cannot be delete..Although, one day i will forget this words, but, today is not the day~~i still remembered it and it is still strong inside my mind~~

Sometimes..i just wished i can run away from all these..without have to responsible to anyone nor anything..and just enjoy with my life in somewhere at this piece of earth..runaway from everything and just enjoy~~how i wish i can do that**but, is just a dream..as a human beings, we got too much burden which is uncountable..wish and wish~~life really is not easy and not simple..i just want to have a simple life without have to bother so many things~and..wish that..i can forget those unhappy things..by just pressing a 'delete' button..but, is just a dream~~
**Sky..really brings hopes to me~~

Tuesday, March 09, 2010

Choices Day**

C.H.O.I.C.E.S..is what we may encounter everyday..and..there are often two results from the choices..either right or wrong..right choices can bring us to next step..while, wrong choices will bring us maybe a step backward but..we definitely can gain something from the wrong choices process..our mind for sure will grow up and become mature if we face with wrong choices..and yet..good choices also can help us to grow..

Recently, i have encounter with few choices..and yet, i have to figure out the best choices for myself..i still remember few years ago..i have faced with one of the hardest choices for myself which i have been suffered for sometimes..i keep on holding to the two choices and embedded in my mind not to let go these two choices..but yet..i have to put an end to all this because..not just me suffer also, my loved one also suffered. I do not know what brings me to make up this choice but..i guessed is because i do not want to see my loved one suffer and i have enough of this..a full stop must be put..

Finally, this lead to my courage to carry up with this choice..i make the choice yesterday and till today..i did not feel regret for the choice i make..yet, i felt thankful because i make it..if not, until today..i will still live in miserable conditions and unable to continue my life freely..and since that day..my motto which is 'Live life the way you want and not just because others want you to do so'**Until today, i still live with this motto and this is what carry me on when i want to make choices in my life..because..i do not want the same things to happen again..the failure of doing a choice either right or wrong will bring a scar to myself and also others..this scar will follow us through our whole life and i will never forget all this..it is inside my heart always~~

Let's back to the choices that i faced recently..although my heart felt very heavy and full with apologies, but, i still have to carry on with my decision because this is my life..and i want to do what i want~~we just live life once like what i say always..no matter what, choice have to be make..and i felt glad that i make it..

Like everyone knows that , 'Life is not a bed of roses' and 'Life never goes the way we want it', so, we must make it goes our way with our own hands** Sometimes, i really have many questions for myself because..challenges in our life is never finish and we have to make choices all the time..is an again-again process**life~~

~Nice Quote~

~Choices~

Saturday, March 06, 2010

Long Day~~

Yesterday which is the 5th day of March for the year 2010..is my longest day ever..morning, i woke up at 6am and then get ready to test which is the driving test..i arrived at the litar there around 7am and then..practice till 8am and finally..the test time..at first, i went to get my number which is the lucky '24'..and..at there, i meet back with one of the girl which i have known early during my undang lecture time. She still remember me which this shocked me because..last time we just managed to chat for awhile..and then..we went to office together and chat. She is younger than me which is 18 years old(sweet eighteen)~~after our chat, we have to separate because we have to went for our mendaki bukit exam..i was so nervous but as time fly by..i become less nervous and i saw most of the candidates have to up and down again at the hill there..is really funny..maybe they just nervous like me..

After my mendaki bukit test, then..here comes the parking test which is the 3-pointers parking and side parking..there is a long queue at the parking area..i waited and waited..it was so hot and i'm melting~~oh, gosh!!i wonder what take them so long to park the cars..they keep n pusing here and there..please lo..its so HOT..you know what is HOT??if you know..please and tolong..park the cars faster..but yet, they still park like tortoise..i fainted already~~even the penguji also looking at the stopwatch because they took so many time..

And..finally my last section..which is the jalan raya part..i have to drive with the penguji..this is the part where i scare the most because i cannot remember clearly the road..i really buta arah..but luckily, i managed to remember slightly which is enough for me..and the penguji quite good also because he guide me to the right direction and maybe he guide me is because of the reason that we have paid them 'under table money'..but anyway..i still have to thanked him because guide me to the right direction and did not scold me like the previous penguji that have scold my friend. luckily~~

Around 5.30pm..when i headed home..i decided to go to Tesco because i want to press money..then my sister off the engine and we went in..and to my surprise when we went back to the car and started the engine, it cannot work..oh gosh!!i felt like yelling~~then, we have to seek help from the people at the cuci kereta shop..they very kind-hearted because they help us alot..for instance, pushing the car, help us charged the car battery and also find mechanic for us..then, me and my sis run to nearby shop to find the mechanic before the shop close. And we found the mechanic..he come few minutes later..and helped us charged the car battery. We think that is finally over and we can head straight to home..but, lucks not on our side..the car 'mati enjin' again at the opposite road..and i have to run to stopped the mechanic car before he go far away~~and he helped us to charged the battery again..and finally..when we stopped at the traffic light..the CAR broke down again..not again gua~~then..i was like flying..run and run to the mechanic's shop and seek help..i felt like on that day i was participating in a music video which require me to run and run~~and the plus point to this is..it is raining..so good~~luckily, the mechanic willing to borrow us the battery so that we can go home smoothly..thanks alot for the help, guys!!and for those..who horn at us when our car broke down, you will be pay for it..~evil smile***

Finally..we reached home smoothly at 8pm..and after i finished shower and eat my first for the day..whole day, i have not eat anything because i do not have much time..i guessed that, i loss alot of weight that day and this is the only positive thing that i get from the car broke down session..thanks wor**

Around 12pm..i finally can have my good night sleep..thanks god!!my bed was so comfy and nice~~good night everybody~~


P/S:He today wish me all the best and Good Luck for my driving test..hehe..thanks..♥♥~i'm flying~~

Tuesday, March 02, 2010

Lovey-Dovey~~♥♥

The contents of this page is as mentioned above..which is..totally about LOVE♥♥...the four powerful letters..this four letters can bring you up to the cloud nine or bring you down to the deepest piece of earth..


Sometimes..i really have many questions regarding with ..But, yet..i still have not find out all the answers yet because..there are too many mysteries hidden behind this four letters word..thus, L.O.V.E=Curiosity + Miracle to me..

The most often questions that I asked to myself are...

  • Why some couples manage to stay together until death tears them apart?
  • Why some couples break although they have been together for a long time?
  • Is it love strong enough to bring a couple together until the end of their life?
  • Will the love feelings fade away just like anything else?
  • How does the love attraction between two individuals happen?
  • And etc…

*I guess that I have too many questions about love thingy..and I will not be able to have all the answers..but, yet..i hope that love can brings miracle and happiness to everyone..i believe with the love powerfulness~~I was full with question marks regarding this love matters is because..i have heard many love stories before which is real-life stories..Sometimes, I really wonder why and why so many love matters happen. *sigh*

Lastly, I hope that everyone can find their the ‘ONE’ in their life and stay happily with him/her..and please please appreciate every moment you have with him/her..do cherish the moment you two spent together..it is important**


There are few love quotes that i like..and i would like to share with you all..

  1. “A boy is a magical creature, you can lock him out of your workshop, but you can’t lock him out of your heart. You can get him out of your study, but you can’t get him out of your mind.”
  2. If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.
  3. “Life without love is like a tree without blossoms or fruit.”


~Love Cloud~



P/S: L.O.V.E = Cloud Nine + Deepest Piece of Earth~~♥♥~~

Monday, March 01, 2010

Chor 15(Last day of CNY for Year 2010)

Today is the last day of CNY for this year..time past by so fast without we even realized it..is just that..i do not have a strong mood for CNY this year..maybe..is because due to the reason that i working this year and not much days for me to enjoy it..i just missed CNY..i stil remember that..when i was young, i love CNY alot..but, as i grew older, i realized that i do not enjoy CNY like in previous previous year. i hope that i can find back the CNY feelings that have lost..CNY~~

Ok la..lets continue to my journey for the day..today i have to went to learn driving again.oh, gosh!!tidak habis-habis with learning but..there is a thing to cherish which is today is my LAST TIME of learning driving.wuhooo~~i felt so happy till i can fly away**after my driving lesson i went to Ipoh Parade to window shop..i am trying to pull myself away from all the attractions at the mall.and..dieng, dieng, dieng..i succeed!! i can do it~~after my window shopping trip with my sis and mum then we went to eat lunch before we head to 'Guan Yin Tong' which is located at Jalan Gopeng..

The weather is extremely hot when we arrived there and it makes me felt frustrated..i am sweating like HELL..my sweats just drop like rain..oh, gosh!!it was so hot..but yet, i continue walking at there..we sambil walked..sambil tangkap gambar..but, i admitted that..the scenery at there is BEAUTIFUL..and i enjoyed it..although the weather is hot, but there is still a big crowd at there..

There are few things that i like about this place: firstly, is the wishing roof..where i can see many people's wish. I do not know why..but, by looking at it..it can brings peacefulness to myself..and especially when the wind blew the wishing cards and make the cards flying~~and it reminds me of something again~~next, what i like about these place is..an area which the roof is decorated with red ropes..and with bells also, love messages from couples..when the wind blew the ropes, the bells will rang and the love messages is flying around~~simply peaceful..

Thus, the conclusion are..the place reminds me of many things..and..at here i want to remind myself and also others to..'cherish every moment in your life and learn to be satisfy with what you have'..because..life is short and we only can live life once..do appreciate the time you have~~*_*




~Love~



~I like this tree..so red~~







~Me n my sis~

~Fong sang~

~Good weather dolls~

~Good luck come,come~







~I do not get the meaning of this thingy. curious**



~Wishing tree~

~Chess Set~

~Wishing roof~

~Windmill~